Where do you run when the heat and chaos comes barrelling at u full throttle. When you cant catch a single breathe that isnt polluted with the insecurities and doubt that this world wants to dish out in heaping plates full. Making you take bites of this junk in spoonfuls that you just cant handle. I can feel it in my bones. I sit and think and think and think some more. Nothing gets this feeling out of the back of my head. Nothing makes my heart slow down long enough to breathe.
Here I sit at 2:15 in the morning, wide awake. All I can feel is the rapid beating of my heart and mind. The indecisiveness of the past day interactions reeling in my head. Did the decision to not make a permanent decision on the subject of t.v time for miss priss , set me up for some ultimate demise? Will allowing my 3 year old to watch tv and play on her nabi cause long term and irreparable damage? Am I destining... no dooming her to be some sort of technology zombie?
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